January 05, 2019

Bloodstream

...
I think I might've inhaled you
I can feel you behind my eyes
You've gotten into my bloodstream
I can feel you flowing in me

-- Stateless - Bloodstream

(to my Mia Wallace :)

December 28, 2018

Church

One of the elders from the old church reached out to me and invited me back (I don't know who it was). I felt kind of hesitant, but I went anyway. I sat in the front row, everybody was surprised to see me, but was kind. I noticed my last name on the bottom corner of the bulletin. 
Alison brought Dorian up to, he seemed happy and told me that everybody is praying for me. All of a sudden I was very aware that I had a terminal illness (cancer)?

November 28, 2018

Tree House

The Marianna house was surrounded by trees and the branches wedged between the siding of the house and started crawling slowly into the rooms. I wanted go to Home Depot, but then I realized I just have to call my landlord. 

October 21, 2018

Vir

Virgina showed up out of nowhere with longer hair and started talking to me. It seemed like we'd been dating for 2-3 months.

October 15, 2018

Attacks from the sea

Exes were trying to come back, lots of confusion. 

Some people from work and I were playing pool somewhere at the beach on a second floor at a pub. Then Mike K. said, "Here comes the rain!" We all looked outside and there were thousands and thousands of Japanese airplanes coming and started dropping bombs. We were all laughing and kept playing pool. 

September 20, 2018

Last of Mer

We were sitting in a sunny room, Mer and Eric (her x) on a couch and me on a chair (I think). And Eric and I were trying to convince her that she'd be happier with me. 

July 04, 2018

Pack Cat

The kids, my ex and her soon to be husband were leaving town, and I was at their house helping to pack. I was putting some stuff into a duffle bag and a small kitten was trying to get into my car, but I kept pushing it away.